Sometimes I feel like no matter how many times I explain why I do certain things nobody ever understands. It's not like I'm speaking a foreign language or something people! And why do my friends have to keep asking what kind of guy I'm looking for?! I don't know! What part of that is difficult to get? I mean, obviously I don't want someone who's going to abuse me and treat me like dirt but I don't specifically know what I want, so stop asking. And my mom can tell me all the random things she wants to on how to do things and what I should be doing, but it's not gonna happen so I wish she'd stop too! Argh! *bangs head on wall* And the neighbors need to turn down whatever it is they're listening to cause it's way after 10pm and I can still hear it very clearly!